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twilight of the thinking maniac

i'm beginning to think that my sub-conscience is awakening. i don't know what the reason is. probably a snap in the medulla oblongata. or maybe not. if that'll be the case, i'd be dead by then.

reading materials on philosophy and large doses of poetry could be the culprit. maybe an electrical impulse (or probably more) on the grey matter suscitated the sub-conscience.

if so, what effects could it lead to? a more intelligent me? hardly. if a sub-conscience is awaken, i for one, am not me anymore. i maybe an alternate me. my most deepest emotions and thoughts are in full 3-D. mind blowing isn't it? think of me as Dr Jekyll and my other is Mr Hyde.

or it could mean an entirely differnt senario. it could be that i could be a vegetable after the whole incident. well, because the conscience is overrun by the sub-conscience; the strong, stable state is thrown into obscurity by the frail, there simply would be no more me. like a tower swept off it's pylons, crumbing down.

on a final note: this entry isn't a theory nor scientific at all. it's just my silly speculation. you have to forgive me, i've spent too much thinking over these past months that it's hard not to stop my imagination. it's invigorating, if you would. it keeps my mind at bay.

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